there are too may sets of Christians walking around...it pisses me to see Christians underestimating the power of witnessing for the Lord...
they think that prayer is a useless thing and has no power to change anything...
well,maybe its because their prayers are powerless!!
how can their prayers be powerful when they don't believe in it in the first place???
these are the Christians who discourage other Christians to stop spending time with the Lord...and start running around the gardens to "help" believers get closer to God...
how can this same set of people blame the young people in church for not being a committed Christian?
these people are all a bunch of hypocrites running around calling themselves ministers of God!
we can never expect anyone to be committed in a relationship with God until we ourselves provide the environment for them to know God..
but the environment says all the negative things there is about testimony, prayer and sharing...then how can we as believers encourage our youths to believe in God to fight the battles for them?
because two very different messages are being sent at the same time...
and the worst part is the youths are blamed for not being in the lord.
is it their fault???
no!!!
they have not been nurtured in way where they would love to come to church but they have been taught that praying and testifying of the power of God is uncool..
which is why many Christian youths are so lost today...
one simple solution..
stop all the Tom ,Dick and Harry who wants to come into ministry claiming that God has called them...
but truth to be told..
there are three sets of people who come into the ministry
people who are called by others, people who call themselves and people who are called by God..........
it is the third set of people who really truly make an impact that God intends them to make..

had a wonderful,wonderful semester of Lit classes...
had tooooo many assignment to do until i started hating life..
but the sem is going to be over soon...
i promised myself that i would drop any course which requires me to wake up and go to class at eight..
had four months of sleepy lectures and embarrassed to admit it...
so,no more 8 o'clock classes...
but,things are starting to get better...
will be very busy from tomorrow onwards.
am in the choir for Bob Fitts' concert! yay!
it s going to be big...
it is a very busy year indeed!!
never wanted 2010 to be boring like past years and it is definitely not...all praise and glory to God!

looking for Egyptian love songs .....
will have to be in a conference which i will be graded for next Monday...
for Lit class...

appa bought so many stuff today...
can't wait to use them...
waiting to try my new recipe....=)

the camp i attended was ok....
was sick the whole time..
guess that was what made me trash everything...
but my head is clear now..
so,
a better review of the whole experience...
pastor JJ was awesome...
his bold faith amazed me...

Bishop Anton's words of wisdom was good...
the only thing is that the place where we stayed was....hmmm,how do i put it???
less satisfying....its ok anyway...since i only paid 50 so i got what i deserved...

had a great time with Jasmine and Feli although was sick...
but i'm glad i'm home at Klang now...
Klang...
tanah tumpahnya darahku...
i love u!!!

finally back in Klang!!!! yay!!
uttering the words "appa" n "amma" felt soo good....
i'm finally home...
i've never appreciated home like this but now i do...
but i have a mark to remember this experience...
fell and sprained my ankle at Ayer Hitam...knee got scratched...
cant walk properly..
am walking like Oedipus momentarily....
just finished important stuff for the PTPTN loan...
was totally dumb at the bank..

Jona n i saw the power of positive confession...
Thank u pastor S.D for encouraging us to change our negative confession into a positive one...
had Mcd for lunch...
going to KJ in the evening for the prayer vigil...
hope i'll be in the P&W team today..

Klang...
i love u sooooooo much!!!
i never appreciated u....
but now i know i cant live anywhere else...

arggh!!!
i'm suffering now!!!
the singapore trip that i had been looking forward tooo is a disaster!!!!
i promise myself i'll never leave klang again....
this sux...
everything sux...
i wish i was here for a difffrent reason...
had an upset stomach since yesterday...
couldnt sleep...
thinking about mum and dad with tears...
My god!!! i miss them like crazy now...
my head is aching like crazy...
cant wait to get back to klang..
hating it
only good thing is me logging in ...